March is here.
Assignment due dates are here.
And I've got tons of pictures here.
But today I don feel like narrate stories and events. Maybe some other days will do. When I have the mood to out-date...
Scanning back my old posts... this weird question pops up suddenly... why is it that my blog doesnt look/read/sound like a personal journal..? no personal thoughts/emotions or whatsoever... maybe I took too much pain posting pictures so that at least ppl'll drop by once in a while to read...?? words don impress/attract ppl as much as pictures. Well I mean, in my case it's like that, coz I ain't really a writer sort of thing.
Have been reading quite some ppl's blogs recently... don know why the mood suddenly... I'm amazed by how their blogs shout themSELVES... I still couldn't bring myself to do that.. I mean, I face conflicts and experience dissatisfaction but I couldn't post it out... the fear that the ppl involved may be reading this and get hurt or mad with me... and yet at the same time I'm sometimes angry with myself because ppl wrote bout how they're dissatisfied with me without fearing that I might be hurt or mad.
You get the dilemma?
My blog is all a façade, a masked me. Me showing the happy times in relationships; the down parts are all drained down into the stomach. Yes I wrote about conflicts, but I have been choosing my words carefully.
What a hypocrite..! I'd better be writing novels and fictions!
Well, let me see if I could change my writing style after this. It's easier said than done.
After all this is my personal platform kind of thing rite... if you don't like what you see here, then better not drop by, lest you terasa and I tersinggung jugak...
p/s: Now I understand what reflections really are.
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a personal reflection
March is here.
Assignment due dates are here.
And I've got tons of pictures here.
But today I don feel like narrate stories and events. Maybe some other days will do. When I have the mood to out-date...
Scanning back my old posts... this weird question pops up suddenly... why is it that my blog doesnt look/read/sound like a personal journal..? no personal thoughts/emotions or whatsoever... maybe I took too much pain posting pictures so that at least ppl'll drop by once in a while to read...?? words don impress/attract ppl as much as pictures. Well I mean, in my case it's like that, coz I ain't really a writer sort of thing.
Have been reading quite some ppl's blogs recently... don know why the mood suddenly... I'm amazed by how their blogs shout themSELVES... I still couldn't bring myself to do that.. I mean, I face conflicts and experience dissatisfaction but I couldn't post it out... the fear that the ppl involved may be reading this and get hurt or mad with me... and yet at the same time I'm sometimes angry with myself because ppl wrote bout how they're dissatisfied with me without fearing that I might be hurt or mad.
You get the dilemma?
My blog is all a façade, a masked me. Me showing the happy times in relationships; the down parts are all drained down into the stomach. Yes I wrote about conflicts, but I have been choosing my words carefully.
What a hypocrite..! I'd better be writing novels and fictions!
Well, let me see if I could change my writing style after this. It's easier said than done.
After all this is my personal platform kind of thing rite... if you don't like what you see here, then better not drop by, lest you terasa and I tersinggung jugak...
p/s: Now I understand what reflections really are.
Assignment due dates are here.
And I've got tons of pictures here.
But today I don feel like narrate stories and events. Maybe some other days will do. When I have the mood to out-date...
Scanning back my old posts... this weird question pops up suddenly... why is it that my blog doesnt look/read/sound like a personal journal..? no personal thoughts/emotions or whatsoever... maybe I took too much pain posting pictures so that at least ppl'll drop by once in a while to read...?? words don impress/attract ppl as much as pictures. Well I mean, in my case it's like that, coz I ain't really a writer sort of thing.
Have been reading quite some ppl's blogs recently... don know why the mood suddenly... I'm amazed by how their blogs shout themSELVES... I still couldn't bring myself to do that.. I mean, I face conflicts and experience dissatisfaction but I couldn't post it out... the fear that the ppl involved may be reading this and get hurt or mad with me... and yet at the same time I'm sometimes angry with myself because ppl wrote bout how they're dissatisfied with me without fearing that I might be hurt or mad.
You get the dilemma?
My blog is all a façade, a masked me. Me showing the happy times in relationships; the down parts are all drained down into the stomach. Yes I wrote about conflicts, but I have been choosing my words carefully.
What a hypocrite..! I'd better be writing novels and fictions!
Well, let me see if I could change my writing style after this. It's easier said than done.
After all this is my personal platform kind of thing rite... if you don't like what you see here, then better not drop by, lest you terasa and I tersinggung jugak...
p/s: Now I understand what reflections really are.
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