I used to

What do you do when a once close one of yours is not anymore? And there seems to be such a tall unbreakable wall between you both?

In the past you used to look forward to meeting each other, but now the sight of the phone number makes you shudder.

In the past you used to cry and say 'I miss you' when parting, now you cry tears of relief.

In the past you used to talk about everything under the sun, now your conversation is only about what to eat for lunch.

In the past you used to think about solutions for problems together, now you settle your own trouble and hope the other party wont interfere.

In the past you used to be frank about everything, now you don't dare to ask anything.

So what do you do?

What do I do?

Things change. People change. Life goes on.

I miss you-ed.

-just a sudden emotional tidal wave-