Oh God, I just said I'm getting used to him last night and today You put me to test!
Why 5 minutes????
Apparently I don't know the answer, but I think there's no need to rob me of my self-esteem and trample it underfoot.
I'm just a SO-CALLED good student, nothing else, and in big risk of getting a 'C' for the subject, as with the case for the "good students" in the previous cohorts.
But there's no need to emphasise on that. Is it not enough to fear answering questions because the fat chance is "Wrong!" and besides that, "Wrong!!!"? Must it come with humiliation because I can't answer one question?
Getting used to this...? Nah, still a long way to go. Who knows maybe NOT at all in the end.
On a positive note, it's a good reminder of the do's and dont's in the class.. Even adults like me can't take it, what more little children? And yeah, now it's a test of 'forgiveness' and 'love your enemies and pray for them'..
My God, You really know what's best for me..
WHY 5 MINUTES?
Oh God, I just said I'm getting used to him last night and today You put me to test!
Why 5 minutes????
Apparently I don't know the answer, but I think there's no need to rob me of my self-esteem and trample it underfoot.
I'm just a SO-CALLED good student, nothing else, and in big risk of getting a 'C' for the subject, as with the case for the "good students" in the previous cohorts.
But there's no need to emphasise on that. Is it not enough to fear answering questions because the fat chance is "Wrong!" and besides that, "Wrong!!!"? Must it come with humiliation because I can't answer one question?
Getting used to this...? Nah, still a long way to go. Who knows maybe NOT at all in the end.
On a positive note, it's a good reminder of the do's and dont's in the class.. Even adults like me can't take it, what more little children? And yeah, now it's a test of 'forgiveness' and 'love your enemies and pray for them'..
My God, You really know what's best for me..
Why 5 minutes????
Apparently I don't know the answer, but I think there's no need to rob me of my self-esteem and trample it underfoot.
I'm just a SO-CALLED good student, nothing else, and in big risk of getting a 'C' for the subject, as with the case for the "good students" in the previous cohorts.
But there's no need to emphasise on that. Is it not enough to fear answering questions because the fat chance is "Wrong!" and besides that, "Wrong!!!"? Must it come with humiliation because I can't answer one question?
Getting used to this...? Nah, still a long way to go. Who knows maybe NOT at all in the end.
On a positive note, it's a good reminder of the do's and dont's in the class.. Even adults like me can't take it, what more little children? And yeah, now it's a test of 'forgiveness' and 'love your enemies and pray for them'..
My God, You really know what's best for me..
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