Tuesday, July 7, 2009

a new chapter?

Settled down in PJ. So far so good. Got used to sleeping alone at night, although sometimes insecurity still creeps in. I’ve never had my own room all my life up till now, so it’s quite a new experience to be able to have the privilege of privacy. My dream of ‘decorating’ my own room, or more accurately arranging furniture the way I like it to be, has finally come true..! ^^ I was wondering if I could ever change the position of the bigger pieces of my stuff once in a while, bed & wardrobe & all that.. hahaha.. seems quite impossible though..

A new place to stay.. a new environment for my 2 final years.. 2 new housemates.. some new experiences.. mark a new chapter in life?

Didnt start off exactly well in this place. Had conflicts during and after the moving process. But these are all inevitable I know. Just amazed at how a transition period could teach me so many things about people. And open my eyes to see that my assumptions aren’t real and that people are not born to meet your expectations of them.

I know God’s molding me. It shows He cares. So right now at this moment, when things don’t go the way I wish for, and when people aren’t who I assume them to be, I just have to know that He has a special plan for me; there is a certain path that He wants me to walk through; there are certain people out there who He wants me to meet.

So ya, motto of the day: be positive!

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a new chapter?

Settled down in PJ. So far so good. Got used to sleeping alone at night, although sometimes insecurity still creeps in. I’ve never had my own room all my life up till now, so it’s quite a new experience to be able to have the privilege of privacy. My dream of ‘decorating’ my own room, or more accurately arranging furniture the way I like it to be, has finally come true..! ^^ I was wondering if I could ever change the position of the bigger pieces of my stuff once in a while, bed & wardrobe & all that.. hahaha.. seems quite impossible though..

A new place to stay.. a new environment for my 2 final years.. 2 new housemates.. some new experiences.. mark a new chapter in life?

Didnt start off exactly well in this place. Had conflicts during and after the moving process. But these are all inevitable I know. Just amazed at how a transition period could teach me so many things about people. And open my eyes to see that my assumptions aren’t real and that people are not born to meet your expectations of them.

I know God’s molding me. It shows He cares. So right now at this moment, when things don’t go the way I wish for, and when people aren’t who I assume them to be, I just have to know that He has a special plan for me; there is a certain path that He wants me to walk through; there are certain people out there who He wants me to meet.

So ya, motto of the day: be positive!